O0KAY... so i cant stand my mom and i cant stand living in this house anymore and im going crazy

but on a better note my weekend has been decent

yesterday went to school came home. taylor picked me up. me and him went to the mall and met perry up there and then met brooke and we all went to the bank...yeah fun. and then we dropped brooke off back at abercrombie so she could go to work and then me taylor and perry went to cici's and ate and then me and taylor dropped perry off and we went back to the mall and shopped for like an hour and then went  to chipotle and met hunter kim betty kathy and two dudes i didnt know up there lol. and taylor got a SWEET new cell phone!! and then we came back to my house and me and taylor sat around for a bit and then taylor went to the rib house to eat with his family and i watched a movie by myself. and went to bed and i woke up this morning and got in yet another huge fight with my mom. i could just kill her..ugh. and now im doing homework....yeah homework. who does homework on a saturday at 2?! me! yeah.. maybe hanging out with reece and some people later. idk yet. hopefully?! any other plans. call me!

x0-sarah

I MADE A NEW XANGA SO I COULD START OVER ON EVERYTHING

BECAUSE THIS  XANGA STARTED WITH MY AND JEVON GOING OUT. . AND I CAN NEVER LOOK BACK AT OLD ENTRIES CUZ IT MAKES ME SAD =( SO I MADE A NEW XANGA ITS WWW.XANGA.COM/THE_LUCKIEST_1_XO

LMAO DOESNT THIS LOOK LIKE SOMETHING YOUD FIND ON A WEBSITE OF SCARY BIZARRE PICTURES?! LOL

TODAYYY

woke up. went to school. after school jennifer came over and we went to Cassanos and ate a heart shaped pizza together lol cuz we are in love and lesbians. because i guess we are just so ugly that guys dont like us. haha. we bought some sweet new purses from the dollar store. * my little pony* and ~princesses~ haha we're cool. and then kelly picked us up and we went to walmart for like an hour and saw a guy with neon contacts!! and then we went to target for like a half hour adn then to cub foods and now back to my house and i did jennifers homework lol..

ok.....PICTURESS!!

--MMMM MOUNTAIN DEW!! lol---

ST PATRICKS DAY PARTY AT MY HOUSE!!!! SO EXCITED--LOL

we thought it was pretty sweet that we had george price tags on our glasses...and so i pointed to mine..but jennifer was pointing at her nose??...lol

Okay. . . so i skipped the UD.. Xavier game because i feel like total shit.

but we got to go try on our costumes for dance today.

or can can costumes show our whole butt. literally...its bizarre.

so then after dance me, rach and jennifer went to the gas station and jenn roles down her window and goes owe owe hottie on pump number 6 and i look over and theres nobody at pump number 6 so we both start cracking up and she goes fine and opens up the door and yells wowww hottie on pump 16 and we drive over to see who it is and there is no pump 16..it was very funny.

so then we drove around a bit and dropped jennifer off and rachel was freakin out and screaming and i had to drive for her. lol. it was a fun night.

ushrantgtshtonm:  sarah im serious really if i never ever talked to or saw you again id be happy......so please just stop

wellllll thats gay...lol

Currently Listening Chariot By Gavin DeGraw see related

SoOo.. I guess I'm just going to have to face the fact that me && Jevon are over..

I didnt want it but I guess he did and theres really nothing I can do about it.? everyones like dont give up sarah!! and sorry to let you down guys but...I give up. I still love him . . a lot but I really really dont like him right now. ya know..you can love somebody without liking them. well yeah. anywho. I want to get back together with him really bad but im not ganna wait around. he said he needs time to think about things but that usually means stay away from me I hate you and its never going to work out. ook i gota go.

later!

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okay so the getting over jevon thing is a lot easier said than done.

i mean me and him didnt see each other all the time or anything but for some reason i feel bored now...like today i actually hung out with my dad...we went shopping together..and then we watched a movie.. wow. and im just like bored like ive been aimlessly wondering around all day. its weird..

--me and jevon broke up

dont ask why because i really dont know

so heres the story....

today i had a concert and it takes about 45 minutes to get there and we had to be there at 1 and i woke up at 11:15 and i was like oh crap so i got up and got in the shower and then woke rachel up.. i got on line for like 10 seconds in which that time period i talked to keighde to see if she wanted to go to my concert and i talked to jevon for like 5 seconds. everything was fine..

i get home from the concert. dan i/ms me and says "i didnt know you and jevon broke up"

yeah well i didnt know either .... and i was like um what are you talking about. and so i went to jevons xanga and theres a conversation between "me" and him and it was me breaking up with him? . . . uhm no that definately wasn't me.. and daniel asked him what time it was at and he said 10 or 11. so im really quite puzzled because he said it was around 10 or 11 but i talked to him around noon and everything was fine.. hmm that kind of makes me wonder.

do you think maybe he planned the whole thing just so he could break up with me but make it look the other way around to make me look like the ass?.

well hey he cant get mad at me for making that assumption because he wont even give me the time of day and he wont even believe me. whatever. he seems pretty fine with the fact of us breaking up. he seems all fine and dandy. probably out partying right now with a bunch of girls.

and please tell me why exactly i still absolutely love him <3.

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We belong together
like the open seas and shores
wedded by the planet force
we've all been spoken for

The hammer may strike, be dead on the ground.
a net to my hand, a cross on his crown.
we're done if, who we're undone,
finished if who we are incomplete.
as one we are everything,
we are everything we need.

we belong together
like the open seas and shores
wedded by the planet force
we've all been spoken for

What good is a life, with no one to share,
the light of the moon, the honor of a swear.
we can try to live the way in which you speak,
taste the milk of your mother earth's love,
spread the word of consciencness you see,
we are everything we need

We belong together
like the open seas and shores
wedded by the planet force
we've all been spoken for

All this indecision
all this independent strength
still
we've got our hearts on safe
we've got our hearts on safe

someday when you're lonley,
sometime after all this bliss,
somewhere lost in emptiness